cloudy

my mind is clouded with thoughts of what if's.  and my heart weeps a silent cry. a desperate cry.
hm.
my heart is heavy.
my head is dizzy.
my legs tremble under tons of pressure.
sinking into the ground like quick sand.
i see myself falling. failing.
from the outskirts of my forest, I see promise.
a promise that awakens the fight.
kicking and punching, He fights through my battle.