30 November 2010

HuckleBerry Finn

I was shocked at the amount of used of the "n-word" in this book. The librarian warned me when I checked it out but I didn't think it would be that much. It's a good book though, if you havn't read it yet, you should go check it out.

Shocking N-word passage:

[Jim was monstrous proud about it,and he got he wouldn't hardly notice the other n's. N's would come miles to hear Jim tell about it, and he was more looked up to than any n in that country. Strange n's would stand with their mouths open and look him all over, same as if he was a wonder. N's is always talking about witches in the dark by the kitchen fire; but whenever one was talking and letting on to know all about such things, Jim would happen in and say, "Hm! What you know 'bout witches?" and that n was corked up and had to take a back seat. Jim always kept that five-center piece around his neck with a string...]

I cut it short because I was tired of typing all that. But there was a lot more before that too.

If I'm sleeping...

What would possess you to wake me up?
Why do you think it's normal to bother people when they're sleep just because you want attention?
...leave me, ALONE.

Stop asking me questions such as: You sleep?
-Evidently if my eyes are closed...!

29 November 2010


...back to school


back a school. bored. Like, I really enjoyed being at home doing nothing.


can't wait till summer break...yeah summer because this winter I'll probably be working at the hosital for like 8 hours a day for the entire duration of my winter break, that's fine cuz I need community service hours to graduate this spring...

so ready to graduate...

27 November 2010

If you ever need a pick me up...

The Pick Me Up playlist

  1. Maroon 5- She will be fine
  2. Rihanna ft. Drake- Say my name
  3. Sara Bareilles- Love Song
  4. Keri Hilson- Pretty Girl Rock
  5. Beyonce- Irreplacable
  6. Beyonce-Put a ring on it
  7. Bruno Mars- Just the Way you Are
  8. B.o.B- Nothin on You
  9. James Blunt- You're beautiful

She Will be loved...

25 November 2010

The Time Traveller's Wife

thankful, pt. 1

I'm thankful for God of course and my family and friends, but I'm also thankful for the little things like, when someone randomly calls me pretty at the exact time I need to hear the words, "Your pretty". I'm thankful for being able to wake up every morning and not have to worry about where my next meal is coming from or where I'm going to stay the next night...


Happy Thanksgiving

24 November 2010

Rihanna - What's My Name ft. Drake (Official Music Video)
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Words from the Wise

Life is a struggle, but how you move your weight determines you race.

-Davina Emmarie Whitaker (aka bestfriend)

23 November 2010

Philly Eagles

I think:
The eagles have a good chance of going to the Super Bowl because Michael Vick is becoming a mature quauter back.  He has the least amount of fumbles thrown and  the most rushing yards.

22 November 2010

Nicki Minaj- Fly ft. Rihanna


Pink Friday: The ones I like...so far

  1. Right thru me (duh)
  2. Fly
  3. Save Me
  4. Moment 4 Life
  5. Here I am
  6. Dear Old Nicki
  7. Super Bass
  8. Muny

Pink Friday

Out today!!!

currently sampling on iTunes...


20 November 2010

Sick Adidas Originals watch

Image 3 of Adidas Originals Blue Peachtree Watch

Image 1 of Adidas Originals Blue Peachtree Watch

Should I be a Tiger or a Kangaroo?


R U Serious?

omG omG omG!!!!!!


19 November 2010

it rained last night...

Born Free

I would think that slavery has not played a part in my life because
I was born free.
I never had to pick cotton or sweep up after "the White Man"
I was never denied learning how to read and write.
Nobody ever told me I couldn't do anything because I was black.

But wait.
I was born in iniquity
born into sin.
I was, born into these lustful thoughts.
I was born into fear, and doubt.
I was born into disrespectin my parents.

&&then I think
Doesn't that make me slave to my own sin?


If I was to really take Track serious...

I would definitely try to run for mizzou...

Side Note:

Jamie Foxx sounds JUST LIKE Ray Charles. I wonder is that really Jamie singing. hm.

I'm trying to convert...

HP 7

I feel like I wanna join this whole Harry Potter craze, but every freakin' time I watch a Harry Potter movie I fall asleep. I don't wanna waste my money going to the movies because 9 times out of 10...I'll be sleep in the theatre. Last weekend, ABC Family had a Harry Potter marathon, and I fell asleep through all of them. I think I would've liked the one called: Harry Potter and The Goblet of Fire, but, sadly I fell asleep during the movie and missed it. :(

18 November 2010

ii promise to God...

this lady has told both my sophmore and junior year in just 2 songs..

Her album drops on the 30th of this month. I can't wait to see what other stories of mine she'll be telling...

16 November 2010

"She Paula Patton thick, she gimme Deja Vu"

That line outta Chris Brown ft. Tyga and Sean Garrett-Dueces "She Paula Patton thick, she gimme deja vu does not make sense for 1 reason...

  1. Paula Patton is not "thick", she's like average model size. The thick that Sean Garrett is talking about refers to Robin Thicke, Paula Patton's husband.
The "Deja Vu" part is referring to the movie she played in with Denzel Washington, Deja Vu.
For the life of me, I cannot understand what this line means because, she's not the thick I thought Sean Garrett was talking about. And how does she give you Deja Vu? I'm thinking that maybe this new girl he's talking about reminds him of how his ex-gf used to be. idk.

12 November 2010


Embarassing Moment...

A couple years ago, when Drumline first came out I really liked the school that they showed. Mind you, this was like when I wasn't even in middle school yet. But anyway, I used to tell people that I wanted to go to that school. Atlanta A&T. But then, like last week, I just realized that that school DOES NOT EXIST. Omg. So embarassing. I really thougth that school was real. #haha



10 November 2010

i gotta see this!

Four Women

Whose my favorite you ask?
-Peaches...(she dope)

I really really really wanna BLACK GIRLS ROCK t-shirt

or hoody...

2008 Collection <---Click

Rosary Beads...

Click Below to see why I think the Catholics are having an outrage about this rosary-fashion fiasco.

09 November 2010

I got called a Grenade today...

...ruined the rest of my school day, somewhat.
I always wondered what it was like to be called a grenade...now I know.

I walk into a class room, exact words..."Grenade Alert!"

On top of that,...I have hiccups...

08 November 2010

how can you love me?

How is it that
You say you love me but,
when you get mad you punch me in the eye

With one violant strike,
my vision goes black
and the next thing I remember is me laying on the floor.

How is it that
You say you love me but,
you call me ugly, you say I'm too skinny

With every abusive remark
A knife goes through my heart
My heart stands limp in the presence of you.
Hands shaking like San Franciscan ground
My knees buckle like a wet ceiling

Oh but you love me
You tell me you love every night
And after every temper tantrum,
you hug me, you kiss me and you say I love you I'm sorry
...I love you I'm sorry

how can you hurt the person that you love?
You don't love me.
Because love doesn't hand out black eyes
You wouldn't kick me in my stomach and call me stupid.

You would come home on time
and another woman's scent would not be on your clothes
Foreign hickies on your neck
"Oh baby that was from you"
Couldn't be because, the night before you cracked me in the jaw, remember?

Those all around me tell me to run but,
they don't understand because,
He's the father of my child
and, I refuse to let my son grow up without a father.

All along he stands in the corner watching daddy beat up mommy
and now he begins to think this is how you control your woman.
Generational curses over taking my family like
heat in the Sahara
like water on land
like blue in the sky
like, the black around my eyes.

but, I still love you
and I want to believe that you love me but,
We all know the truth.
You love the idea of me
You love the idea of controlling a woman
because the woman in your life, your mother, was a drug attic
and she didn't care about you or you brothers.
She brought different dudes homes every night because, she didn't wanna be tied down.
She thought of you and your brothers as knots around her ankles.
Tying her down.
But see, that's not your fault.
You're afraid of being left. You're afraid that this woman, I, will leave you like your mother did the day after you brother's birthday.

And because I love you, I'll stay.
I'll stay because your the father of my child
and you told me that nobody wants me and I should feel lucky being with you.
So I'll stay because I don't believe there's anybody better.

♥ love & fireflies

07 November 2010


Black Girls Rock!!

04 November 2010




I Lost interest when I saw the real you.

03 November 2010

Did anyone see this on 106 last night?

...and when I say "106"...I mean 106 & Park

This 3rd one is like the cutest video I've EVER seen IN-MY-LIFE!
btw...it starts at 0:30

Tear Drop

although this song is upbeat....if you're going through this...it makes you sad...

02 November 2010

Negro y Amarillo

No more Limewire...

In a big win for record labels, a judge on Tuesday issued an injunction that will force LimeWire to cease its P2P operation. After today, according to information shared by LimeWire, the company will no longer support or distribute its P2P file-sharing software as the court directed it to disable “the searching, downloading, uploading, file trading and/or file distribution functionality, and/or all functionality.” The injunction was issued by the U.S. District Court, Southern District of New York.
The company noted that it is “compelled to use our best efforts cease support and distribution of the file-sharing software, along with increased filtering.”
The judge’s decision means LimeWire will not be able to fully leverage its current user base in the launch of the subscription service it is currently working on. “We look forward to embracing necessary changes and collaborating with the entire music industry in the future,” said a company spokesperson.
Today’s ruling continues record labels’ four-year legal battle against LimeWire. In a May summary judgment, U.S. District Court judge Kimba Wood ruled that LimeWire’s owner, Mark Gorton, and its parent company, Lime Group, were guilty of copyright infringement, engaged in unfair competition and induced copyright infringement.
#snaps fingers...darn


OmGosh.! Let me tell you!

Early yesterday morning (2:00am) I was sleep, of course, and I accidentally yanked at my tragus piercing. It hurt but, I didn't think nothing of it until my ear started to feel wet. So I got up, looked in the mirror, and it was bleeding. I cleaned it the best I could but then finally took it out because I had this squishy bump on the back of it. Key Word: Squishy. It wasn't a keloid, just backed up fluid. Anyway....I cleaned it up some more and went back to bed.

That night, around 7'somethin I tried to but my jewelry back in...it wouldn't go in!! I was so sad and scared. I kept playing with it for a while and finally decided to put a stud in. It went through so I knew it hadn't closed up. (wipes forehead) So later, I went on yahoo answers to ask for help and this man told me to put ice on it. I put ice on it and tried putting it through.

It went through after minutes of twisting and pushing and icing. I also put alcohol on that squishy bump. It burned like I was in hell for real. But, good news, the squishy bump went away.

Now I'm all good, except my tragus is swollen which is the reason why I couldn't get my CIRCULAR barbell in. btw: Don't get circular barbells. They are a pain to get in, especially when the piercing is sore....