Heavy Heart

My heart is heavy
My eyes are low
From my heart comes warm tears
My mind is confused, it doesn't understand
Why does this keep happening?
I don't deserve this, what did i do?

Up Above

Where The Sun is always bright
&& birds no longer worry of storms

Where Gabriel will blow his
trumpet

&& God rests at his
thrown

Where The Son of God sits on his father's right

Up above there is no pain

there is no sin

&& worship is always

Where peace is abundant

&& children cry no more

Where laughter is like music

&& tears are far from your eyes

Where sickness is unheard of

&& love is everlasting

Different types of polo boots

"Durrance" polo

"Conquest" hi polo

"Ranger" polo "Holden" Polo

PO-LO BOOTS, PO-LO BOOTS

PO-LO BOOTS, PO-LO BOOTS

POLO-POLO-POLO-POLO

PO-LO BOOTS, PO-LO BOOTS

IF YOU HAVN'T GUESSED BY NOW, I GOT MY POLO BOOTS

AND YES, I'M TOO EXCITED

I DECIDED TO GO WITH THE BROWN AND BLACK CUZ THEY LOOKED BETTER.

AT FIRST I WAS GOING TO GET THE ALL BLACK ONE'S BECAUSE THEY WENT WITH EVERYTHING, BUT I KEPT LOOKING AT THE BROWN AND BLACK, SO THATS WHAT I GOT, BROWN AND BLACK RALPH LAUREN CONQUEST HI II POLO BOOTS.

FOR ALL THOSE WHO ARE LOOKING INTO GETTING YOUR OWN, I SUGGEST YOU HURRY BECAUSE SPRING IS COMING AND THEY ALWAYS PUT AWAY CLOTHES AND SHOES EARLY FOR THE NEXT SEASON. JOURNEYS AND UNDERGROUND STATION ARE SELLING THEM FOR $129.99

Scoop'd Up

I've been single for some time now

It's been a long time since I've hugged a boy

or gave him that smile

or he gave me that smile

to be honest, I've never had a boyfriend

I don't know what that's like

I don't know what it's like for somebody to call me baby

or boo

or whatever

I wish somebody would scoop me up

&&

never let me go

I wish they'd hold me tight how I like it

&&

tell me it's gone be alright when I cry

I wish I had someone to call me just to check up on me

or

just to say good morning

or goodnight

I wish I'd get a card and a bear and some candy

for Valentines Day

Dear Haiti

Dear Haiti,

My heart goes out to the entire country. I pray that you will come back from these hard times and your hearts will be even stronger. Do not give up on life. Keep pushing. I do not know what it is like to be involved in a nature disaster such as this. I don't know what it's like to depend on other people to survive. I don't know what it's like not to have water, soap, food or shelter. All I can do is imagine. I pray that your country makes it out. I pray that what's needed is given. And I pray that countries will use this as an example to help others and stop being greedy.

Sincerly,

LaVonia

Sick

SICK OF BEIN' FORGOTTEN

SICK OF BEIN' MAD

SICK OF BEIN' HEARTBROKEN

SICK OF EVERYBODY BEIN' IN LOVE

SICK OF NOT BEIN' LOVED BACK

I'M SICK OF CRYIN'

I'M SICK OF BEIN SICK

But I'll love you forever if you give me a chance
Our friendship would be our foundation
Young and restless, but I'm wise beyond my years
Finding you would be a dream come true
Remember your last? I'm better than her
I'll make you happy, your heart would overflow
End your search, because I'm here
Never let me go, because I'm special
Do you think you can handle me?

Though my heart is broken, I still want to try
Running from my past is a never ending marathon
Unlike me to be so cruel
Scars runs deep
The river of tears has run dry

What'chu think this was?
I'ont like you, I'ont want'chu
Never was I interested
Though I must admit, there is a hidden attraction
Every squeeze you give me triggers something
Rough hands turn me OFF
Ha! I'ont care about yo mind
Emittin' my ISH, for just a moment of pleasure
Attractions for you are hidden
Talking is out of the question, just let me get my ISH off on you

I Wish

I wish one day I will fall in love and be loved back

I wish that I will not fall short of being his wife or his girlfriend

I wish for a human

With a Heart

Not a Robot

With a Clock

I wish that when he holds me in his arms,

I will feel at home

And I will not be afraid to cry in front of him

I wish that the things I say will matter to him

I wish that he will not laugh at me when I say something stupid

I wish that he will let me love him

I wish that when I kiss him,

my heart will race faster

Not because I'm nervous

or scared

But because I can feel his love for me

His passion for me to be his

I wish that I will not marry old

I wish that I will be found young

I wish that he will not take money over me

I wish that I will be first

I wish that I will never come second

to anything

or anybody

except our children

and God

I wish that he will think that I am good enough

I wish that he will never brake my heart

I wish that he will be in utter shock that God made me just for him

I wish that when I cry

he will make me feel better

and tell me that whatever that situation,

it will be okay.

I wish that he will have my back

as I will have his.

I wish that he will love me

as I will love him.

I wish that my wishes come true.

L.O.V.E

LOVE

Love is something extremely hard to find.

It seems as though all the people who don't deserve it

get it.

Why is this?

Why is it that the people who are truly deserving of it

Never get it?

Why is it that the person who truly loves you is always...

the one left behind,

Forgotten or erased from memory.

Love is something rare that should never be rare.

It should be easy to find seeing as it was made for everyone.

Love is the center of our universe.

So many things can go "Out of Wack" if love isn't in the mix.

People often wonder why girls sometimes act like...

Female Dogs or Gardening Tools

It's because soemone hurt her.

Somebody did it first.

Females were made to be loved,

not to be figured out or broken.

If she isn't loved, CORRECTLY,

She will be made into a Gardening Tool or Female Dog.

Girls never do things just because, there's always a reason why.

Always.

-Stand Still-

Recently I had to let go of someone that was extremely important to me

I couldn't understand what the issue was

I still can't

But for now, I have to let go because holding on hurts to bad

I hope you understand

Because my bible tells me that those who wait upon the Lord shall renew their strength

The text says they shall mount up with wings as eagles

they shall run and not be weary

they shall walk

and not faint

...

Ya see

I can't see our future

I don't even know if our future will be OUR future

All I know is our today is not OUR today

And today I'm standing still

Encouraged that whatever the outcome

I'll be alright

And you will too

Because I love you

And I don't ever want to see you hurt because of my selfishness

I must become selfless

Yesterday I cried because I missed you

I miss the old you

How we used to laugh and joke

How when I thought of you a smile would spread across my face

But

Those heartfelt smiles

Became the heavy weighing frowns

that brought warm tears

...

I'm still standing

I'm waiting on God to make his decision

God already knows what I want

You

And he knows what he wants

...

I miss you

But if thats not the plan

We must except it because the final decision lyes in His hands

Not ours

He will

Have His Will

No more THE GAME?!?!?!?

Recently I was on mediatakeout.com and learned that BET had picked up the CW's The Game. It also said that due to some new management or something. Every cast member has to renegotiate their contracts at like half the salary they used to get. This means that the cast members are not going to want to come back. Who wants The Game without Pooch Hall, Tia Mowry, Coby Bell Hosea Chanchez, Wendy Raquel Robinson and Brittney Daniel?...Especially Pooch Hall.

And guess what I like just found out?

wat girl?

Pooch Hall is married!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

girl no!

Yes hunny, not what am I supposed to do?

Morning Breath...during the day

Morning Breath...During the Day

Do you ever have morning breath when the morning has already passed? Are you sometimes scared to talk to people because you think it'll blow them away. Well there's a solution:

• always have gum and peppermint at hand
• keep Listerine or Colgate like in ya back pocket
• get one of those Colgate Wisps...it could be your tongue

I'm not gone lie, sometimes I be havin morning breath at like 12pm and I be scared people can smell it. Sometimes that happens because you havn't ate or because your mouth is dry. But people we all have these problems and must remember what the solutions are for them. And for the smart mouths, I do brush my grill and tongue EVERY MORNING.

Homecoming...do's & don'ts...but mostly on'ts

*Homecoming*

Do's & Don'ts...but mostly don'ts

(1) DON'T come up in'ner dressed like a HOOCHIE

LADIES!!!....the hoochie season is over

- if yo dress is so tight you can see yo gut movin' in and out, hunny, its too SMALL!!
-please don't wear fish net stockings with a leopard print blouse or skirt...its not cute
-too much makeup is not whats hot...not even for Beyonce....*remember*..less is more


(2) Comb Your Hair

This shouldn't even be onthe list

-if you know yo hair is bushy/wavy and it poof up at any sign of moisture....DON'T wear it down

(3)Boys!!....don't wear the same outfit you wear at school!!

-but a new outfit or wear something you never wore at school
-DON'T wear a suit...its too much
-DON'T dress down too much either
-wear like a nice pair of jeans and a button down

(4) Please get a hair cut

-don't come in'ner with be-bez all over the place
-shave..no stubble

(5) Ladies...wear bright colors

like light blues, pinks, greens, yellows etc

-wear it with a dark colored belt....like yellow dress black belt
-you can wear chucks with your dress (optional)....must be a short tu-tu

(6) After Homecoming

Don't be ratchet

Ratchet- rat, nasty, dirty, fast....those who go out and do anything and anybody

This goes for boys and girls

-just 'cuz its the weekend don't mean you can go out and do anything you won't and get away
-word travells fast, if you get ratchet with somebody else whose not you bf/gf...we will find out
-have class, go out and have fun but don't be uncivilized

*I'll be back later to share more of my do's and don'ts