Scoop'd Up

I've been single for some time now

It's been a long time since I've hugged a boy

or gave him that smile

or he gave me that smile

to be honest, I've never had a boyfriend

I don't know what that's like

I don't know what it's like for somebody to call me baby

or boo

or whatever

I wish somebody would scoop me up

&&

never let me go

I wish they'd hold me tight how I like it

&&

tell me it's gone be alright when I cry

I wish I had someone to call me just to check up on me

or

just to say good morning

or goodnight

I wish I'd get a card and a bear and some candy

for Valentines Day

Dear Haiti

Dear Haiti,

My heart goes out to the entire country. I pray that you will come back from these hard times and your hearts will be even stronger. Do not give up on life. Keep pushing. I do not know what it is like to be involved in a nature disaster such as this. I don't know what it's like to depend on other people to survive. I don't know what it's like not to have water, soap, food or shelter. All I can do is imagine. I pray that your country makes it out. I pray that what's needed is given. And I pray that countries will use this as an example to help others and stop being greedy.

Sincerly,

LaVonia

Sick

SICK OF BEIN' FORGOTTEN

SICK OF BEIN' MAD

SICK OF BEIN' HEARTBROKEN

SICK OF EVERYBODY BEIN' IN LOVE

SICK OF NOT BEIN' LOVED BACK

I'M SICK OF CRYIN'

I'M SICK OF BEIN SICK

But I'll love you forever if you give me a chance
Our friendship would be our foundation
Young and restless, but I'm wise beyond my years
Finding you would be a dream come true
Remember your last? I'm better than her
I'll make you happy, your heart would overflow
End your search, because I'm here
Never let me go, because I'm special
Do you think you can handle me?

Though my heart is broken, I still want to try
Running from my past is a never ending marathon
Unlike me to be so cruel
Scars runs deep
The river of tears has run dry

What'chu think this was?
I'ont like you, I'ont want'chu
Never was I interested
Though I must admit, there is a hidden attraction
Every squeeze you give me triggers something
Rough hands turn me OFF
Ha! I'ont care about yo mind
Emittin' my ISH, for just a moment of pleasure
Attractions for you are hidden
Talking is out of the question, just let me get my ISH off on you

I Wish

I wish one day I will fall in love and be loved back

I wish that I will not fall short of being his wife or his girlfriend

I wish for a human

With a Heart

Not a Robot

With a Clock

I wish that when he holds me in his arms,

I will feel at home

And I will not be afraid to cry in front of him

I wish that the things I say will matter to him

I wish that he will not laugh at me when I say something stupid

I wish that he will let me love him

I wish that when I kiss him,

my heart will race faster

Not because I'm nervous

or scared

But because I can feel his love for me

His passion for me to be his

I wish that I will not marry old

I wish that I will be found young

I wish that he will not take money over me

I wish that I will be first

I wish that I will never come second

to anything

or anybody

except our children

and God

I wish that he will think that I am good enough

I wish that he will never brake my heart

I wish that he will be in utter shock that God made me just for him

I wish that when I cry

he will make me feel better

and tell me that whatever that situation,

it will be okay.

I wish that he will have my back

as I will have his.

I wish that he will love me

as I will love him.

I wish that my wishes come true.

L.O.V.E

LOVE

Love is something extremely hard to find.

It seems as though all the people who don't deserve it

get it.

Why is this?

Why is it that the people who are truly deserving of it

Never get it?

Why is it that the person who truly loves you is always...

the one left behind,

Forgotten or erased from memory.

Love is something rare that should never be rare.

It should be easy to find seeing as it was made for everyone.

Love is the center of our universe.

So many things can go "Out of Wack" if love isn't in the mix.

People often wonder why girls sometimes act like...

Female Dogs or Gardening Tools

It's because soemone hurt her.

Somebody did it first.

Females were made to be loved,

not to be figured out or broken.

If she isn't loved, CORRECTLY,

She will be made into a Gardening Tool or Female Dog.

Girls never do things just because, there's always a reason why.

Always.