Undescribably Thinkable

31 December 2010

Top Favorite Albums and/or songs of 2010

Of course Nicki made the cut! OMG I love this album/cd whatever. I remeber when she first came out and I didn't like her because I thought she was nasty, which she was. IDK, maybe she toned down all the nasty stuff, or my tolerance for it has increased, nevertheless, Pink Friday is my favorite this year, probably of all time.

I didn't like her whole album/cd, but I liked a couple of them.
Including:

Unthinkable

Well, just one. #shrug

OMG, this song gives me goosebumps. His album just dropped over the weekend I think, I think I only liked like 2 or 3. But I know for sure, this one is my fav from him.

Like I've previously said, this song tells my life leading up to November 2, 2009. Yeah, I remember the day I let him go. That was a big step for me...

I like this song. It's catching and stuff. But, I don't like the square root of 69 thing...I mean, he can do me, but I WON'T do him. I guess that's kinda selfish? #shrug

Again, it's catchy and has a good message. She said it's not about being conceded "Ooo look how cute I am" It's about embracing yourself and not really caring aout what others say.

Another good message song

Day 300 and 65

I find myself nervous...

After today, I will OFFICIALLY have 5 months until I graduate...and 8-9 months until I move outta my parents household.

OMG.
I'm so nervous. I often wonder if I'm ready to be out on my own because I feel as though my parents have shielded me from reality. It's like, I live in a glass box and only my parents have the key. I mean, my mom still does my perms for me. And both my parents still cook me dinner every night. I'M 18!! (sigh) If...WHEN I get accepted to UIC, I'll be living in downtown Chicago. How exciting...and scary. I guess I'll be already. And plus, the majority of my family lives in Chicago.

I guess the real fear I have is making a really dumb decision. That's what scares me. What if, I meet the wrong people and I get caught up in some stuff I don't need to be in? I plan on being a Specialized R.N, and if I feel like it later, I'll go ahead and convert to being a Doctor, Specialized M.D...Oncologist-study of cancer. And dumb decisions may alter my future. I don't want to put anything on hold.

I guess I'll be alright.