hmm...

I've been busy.
What can I say?
I actually have a life.
-No offense to those who spend there live long day on the internet.

Last week though, I caught a little cold that wounded me enough to not want to do anything. So yeah. And like i said in an earlier post, school is starting to really pick up. I figured if I have time to get on here, I have time to study. Hey, precalc ain't no joke.

I think KU...Kansas University has become my first pick, or is it called top choice? IDK. Whatever. But is it bad that it's my first choice because I have a good chance of getting in? The required GPA is 2.5. I got that beat...3.65. My ACT scores don't really match there's but, the requirements said you can have a 24 on the ACT OR be in the  the top 1/3rd of your class....(I'm not sure if I'm in the 1/3...but I know for a fact that I'm in the top 10%)  OR  you can have a 2.5 GPA or higher. I also meet the curriculum requirements. All I need is my last math credit that I'm currently working on. But that's not the only reason. KU is like on of the best schools in the country I think for just about any health profession. They're also good in those "prefessional" careers like Premed, prevet, prelaw etc. I guess the only down fall is that it's in Kansas...the state. They have like cows and corn there. And the diversity isn't that diverse. Comfort is a big factor for me.

So yeah...that's what I've been up to lately. Planning for my future...I wish I could already be there...this is so stressful.

Kansas Univerisity: The JayHawk

9/21/10

Bruh-Bruh

New iPod Nano

...this is basically the iPod Shuffle with a touch screen...so why not just call it a iPod Shuffle?

I have a tendency of taking DOPE pictures

You knooooowwwwwww.!

best budd

Chivalrous Culture

So I preORDER'd these things yesterday I think. hm. I don't even have the money. They're only $80 but, I only have $15. ha.! Then my mom was like, they're gonna come to our door and expect for us to pay for'em. lol. NUMBERone, I PREORDERED them. So like, that means that like, they're still, like, being made at the factory or whatever. And then like, when they're done being made, the company will email me that they're ready. And then, that's like, when I'll like, pay for them...over the internet. And then they'll deliver them to the house. smh.
Anyway...that Diggy kid got some style. These are dope. I see white skinnies and idk, a fitted button down (like this) except the same color as the shoes. #shrug. Can you dig-it? (best friend voice) 

I hope I don't cry on Tuesday

That would really suck. I'm not doing anything. I'll go to school, stress over pre-calc, come home, nap, homework, clean. Then, I'll probably go to this college thing they're having at central. #shrug. Like I've said in the past, I'm not a party person, but I would still like to do something. At least show that you're happy I'm alive #gosh.

I'm just so sick of this rut I'm ALWAYS in. It's like it never goes away. Like, you don't see you're child crying? You can't hear my tears fall from my face Lord? I feel like, you ignore me. Like everybody else has your attention except me. Not you too? You can't forget about me like all the others. You made me.

I really feel like crying right now. I'm so sick of this. I just wanna be happy. I'm tired of all these dumb tears that fall down my face. I'm tired of wondering why and not getting an answer. It's like, there's a crowd of people around me, and I cry out. But, nobody hears me. Nobody hears me screaming. Nobody sees me crying. Then suddenly, all the people disappear, and it's just me, by (myself).

Depression

A cloak of darkness comes over me
Negative thoughts,
I can't see the light.


Show me the way, Oh Lord
For I have been blinded
What's in from of me I cannot see.


Dissatisfaction,
Discouragement,
Worry,
Inadequate
& doubt.
These are the thoughts that inhabit my mind.

Changed my design again...

Once again I was in WEB Design and the computer were acting dumb. So we had another free day. In my boredom I decided to do my design over again. I guess I got sick of the green.

btw...

That gray dry looking thing on the left side is an elephant. I just named him Larry. So don't do my Larry.

1 down....56 more to go

Sooo...
yesterday I learned my social security number...finally.

I'm so proud of myself...lol

xxx-xx-xxxx
^^^

Favorite Comedian

He's only 20, and I'll be 18 next week :D